TWIN FLAME HEALING AND BEYOND

Hello to everyone after a VERY long break! 

TWIN FLAMES - UNDERSTANDING ENERGETIC UNION

"Energetic union was my secret to achieve complete harmony on my twin flame journey."

I truly struggled with complete surrender on this journey. It took me a year and a half and absolute desperation to eventually just let go. 

I had patches where I got it and I was totally ok with the connection but then my ego kept over riding the peace and I landed up in the same loop. My loop was trying obsessively to disconnect from my twin soul.

The tricky thing about a twin flame connection is that it has different dynamics. 1 is the physical relationship and contact (or non contact) and 2 is the ongoing, always there, never leaving you energetic connection (well this was my experience) 

I am blessed with amazing angels and they are always guiding me to serve my higher good. The truth is that we all have amazing angels serving our higher good. I can't say that I am always very fast in acting on the guidance, sometimes I need to exhaust myself with my own stubbornness before I listen. 🙄😏 But when I eventually did listen in the case of my twin flame struggle it was a game changer! I got myself back! 

I was guided for a while to look at the 5D relationship of twin flames. The 5D relationship as I understand it is essentially the energetic connection viewed and understood from a higher level of consciousness. A 5D relationship is energetic union and energetic healing between twin flames. 

The energetic connection is the one where they are always in your mind and in your dreams and in your thoughts and in your meditation and in your heart and you can feel them and they are up your nose and in your porridge  😁🤣

Energetic union is when illusion of separation falls away and you merge energetically  allowing the energies to become one. (this was no easy feat for me to get my head around) 

I saw that I had two ways of dealing with this energetic connection. 1) Push it away, fight with my twin in my mind exhausingly and consistently, force the connection to disconnect and keep running in a very exhausting loop (which is what I was doing and getting nowhere) . or 2) Surrender and accept the energetic connection. (in this surrender and acceptance it opened me up to learning very, very deep spiritual truths and gave me beautiful soul gifts) 

Option one definitely made more sense because it is totally insane to have a relationship with someone in your head?!?! Option 2 went against every fibre of my being because not only was I bat shit crazy to indulge a relationship in my head but this person wanted nothing to do with me in my physical reality, so why would I entertain the thought of them being allowed live in my mind, heart and energy field?

The ego can fight hard. Fear can over ride all common sense and creates a logic of its own. A really tough reality was formed where I was stuck completely in love with my twin but completely unwilling to face it or admit it or submit to it because I didn't have him in my life. 

My ego had me in a blind loop because I was stuck in constant illusion of separation. From one day to the next I would swing between being ok with everything and being totally freaked out by everything and trying to control it. 

I had been seeing the connection completely wrong. I have been seeing that I can't be in love with my twin in 3D because he doesn't love me and doesn't want me in his life. 

I had been seeing the energetic connection as an extension of the 3D understanding of all relationships. Not seeing that twin flames can't disconnect and the love I felt was never going to change or go away. I had been trying to tackle a very heart thing in a very head way. 

I had been rejecting and fighting the energetic connection based on the physical reality I was facing with him. And I got nowhere, because my journey was to reach energetic union with my twin all along.

This was a very weird thing to absorb, because essentially what it meant to my logic and head is that I was in love with a person in my mind and that I had to give myself full permission to be in love with him. To talk to him, to do healing for the energy between us and to completely feel ok that this was a safe, sane thing to do.... 🤔🙃😢😬😳🤪🤒🤮

I had done a lot of the twin flame work. I was living my soul purpose. I fully understood self love. I was fully independent and life was and still is abundantly good for me. I am not lacking in any department. I am happy and I love my life. I am a strong independent woman. And life just keeps getting better. 

So my question had been to my angels, what am I missing?!?! Why does my twin flame connection freak me out so much. Why do I always get in a loop of trying to disconnect from him and always land up in the same place?

They always told me the same thing... "surrender, it is what it is." 

My ego had always believed that I am not safe to love my twin in any way, shape or form. He is pain for me and I need to run far away from him and the connection. Then my soul would scream for me to contact him and I was convinced that it was my ego, so I'd fight it until I couldn't anymore and then I would contact him and I would be in touch for a bit and then I'd run away again when I felt like he'd  had enough of me. My ego told me to just forget him and get over this nonsense. I had tried so hard to get over this nonsense.

Now the funny thing is that in order for me to get over this nonsense I had to fully submit to the connection in what felt to be in my imagination.

I was so scared to do this because I felt really crazy. Like a sandwich short of a picnic crazy. 

But I gave in and I tested the 5D/energetic union theory (I had a channeled a healing over months not knowing that it was for this) and my kundalini energy started going bonkers. I spoke to him energetically and I fully embraced the connection in 5D, out of duality. 

I did healing for the energy between us and my ego was left with nothing to fight, because it saw that I was only fighting my fear and logic and need to control and essentially I was only fighting myself. 

I saw that I was lying about my connection to myself because I was refusing to acknowledge the depth of the connection that we share. I wanted to make it disappear and it to be nothing rather than the very weird and wonderful thing that it is. 

Some twin flames are energetic twins, not physical ones and some are both. If I am honest I have had the energy of someone with me as far back as I can remember. After meeting my twin, I realized that it was him. Even with this knowing I still chose to reject and ignore the energetic connection. 🙄😂🤣😭🤒

I know that I needed to experience this journey exactly as I have, because I am where I am right now because of all I have gone through. I needed all the discomfort and the constant nag of him in me to really push me as deeply into myself as possible. I needed to investigate all options to disconnect energetically. I needed a days relief here and there to believe that I was disconnecting and then for him to come back with a vengeance. 

The deepest understanding I have got of the healing of the energy between twin flames was when I accepted and surrendered and then started healing this energy. 

This healing I channeled is not for me, it is a gift from the universe to help all twin flames come to energetic union. 

I have gone through a process with it, I first noticed my kundalini awaken again and my sexual energy ignight. Then I noticed how I observed the relationship between my twin and I and how much I felt like none of it was actually what I wanted or good for me, (I mean the physical relationship, not the spiritual one). 

It was the first time I was able to view it from a healthy perspective for myself and from a space of absolute self love. I was not obsessively trying to disconnect from him because I was able to see the bigger picture and understand my own behaviour and needing to go through things the way I did. 

I noticed initially he was very strong in me, talking to me, sharing with me and really being close to me. He was joking with me and just loving and appreciating me. (All in my own head of course)

Then the Universe decided to give me an indication that this 5D Union Healing was working and in less than 48 hours of doing the first healing, I got a literal text from him. He NEVER messages me out of nowhere. Then a few days later he completely disappeared, I was a bit hurt, but I allowed myself to feel and still didn't have the obsessive need to disconnect because he was showing me that he doesn't want me in his life. Instead I shared a really lovely article with him and when he didn't reply or acknowledge it, I felt good not hurt or offended. 

Then the best part of the healing started kicking in....distance between him and I energetically. I have become more and more able to just be me, with no him dominating my thoughts. I feel free. I thought that I was going to have to live with him in my head so strongly forever. I had been preparing myself to just enjoy it because nothing was ever going to change it and then poof, I was free. 

I do still think of him, but with almost zero intensity or charge. He is feeling just like any other person in my mind, except he is there daily still. This is seriously the biggest gift that could ever have been given to me. I am fully present in my life again. It took me 18 months to get here. It was one hell of a journey to that point. 

The way I see it is that we cant get true peace and harmony on this journey until we fully heal energetically  

When the Feminine energy merges energetically it brings her energy back to herself and she is completely free of the burden of the journey. The journey moves from lack to abundance, from fear to love, and from being a burden to being easy and a joy. 

I have had to use this healing often  It has become a tool as it is not a once off magic pill. It is a process. I even did it for 30 consecutive days after a few months (this was really powerful for me!!) 

If you would like to explore this energetic union with your TF I am offering various packages and options to work with me. Please email me if you are interested my email address is twinflamehealing11@gmail.com 

I offer telephonic guidance sessions, remote energy healing sessions between you and your twin flame based on the channeled healing and twin flame soul readings. With every healing I do for you I give you the pdfs of the energetic union healing to you for free so that you can do it for yourself as often as you feel you need to. 

Sending you so much love 
Twin Flame Healing 
Xxxx

TWIN FLAMES - Q & A - 2

This is a Q & A blog that I do to help you the best I can. If you have questions, please email me. 

Question one:
I am confused and uncertain about why we would have split souls. Why do we need another person to heal when other lightworkers do not?

Answer:
I personally don't believe that Tf's share the same soul. I believe that they share the same soul frequency or the same soul blueprint. I believe that it is a false teaching that any of us are not whole within ourselves and that someone else has the other half of our soul. I see TF's as a soul contract, so they choose to meet each other to activate each other but this is all, it is only an activation, each individual twin has to do the work to heal themselves. It seems or feels from experience that the frequency that TF's create together because of the same soul frequency they share, can make it really hard for them to awaken together, (meaning be in a physical relationship with each other) because the intensity is too great. It is like being flooded with healing and when they can't cope they then choose to heal apart because this is what is most comfortable for them. Of course this is not the case for all TF's, some do choose to heal together but they both have to be committed to doing the work to heal for themselves. I just know from my personal experience that I would not have healed like I have if my TF and I went into a physical relationship with each other. I have needed things to unfold exactly as they have for me to be where I am now. Essentially I believe that we are all lightworkers, because we are all a gift to each other when we put all judgments aside we all aid souls to heal and come back to God within no matter the frequency we emit. But why the TF experience to awaken? Maybe because this is what these souls need to awaken and they have chosen it to learn the lessons that their souls needed to this way. It is just a choice of a soul experience. I was a healer before I met my TF, I didn't need him to know my purpose, but I needed the experience to live my purpose.  

Question two:
I am getting bothered by my TF runner. I am trying my best to upgrade my soul though he is not cooperating and he doesn't communicate well. I'm trying to attract positive energy in me and a few days ago I've seen the numbers 11,22,33,99 elsewhere. I've seen the number 11 over 20 times that day and the number 33 for over 10 times!! However on the same day, my twin messaged me and exploded on me! He revealed all his doubts in me, confusion, anger and pain!! He is still in his ego making himself believe that I lied to him and worst he said that he will never again trust any other woman ever because of me!!
I am afraid he will totally close his heart from receiving and giving love from people. Could it possibly happen that he will close his heart though I am continuously upgrading my soul?? Are these numbers I've seen a sign of good luck of not? Thanks!

Answer:
It is very important to make this journey about you and not judge or worry about your TF's healing. If we think that we are healing faster than them, then the way in which we react and respond to them is a very good gauge if this is true of not. It is a process for both of you, a very deep soul journey. When we heal we have trust and faith in source and know that everything is happening for our higher good and that of our TF. We trust the process. Nothing is final in someones reaction, they are just reacting from their pain body and this doesn't last forever. They have been triggered, and I can speak from my own experience of being triggered that it was very much happening for my higher good because it showed me where I need to heal. Being triggered is a gift and no one can trigger you quite so well as a TF. I suggest that you look at the fears and worries that this has triggered in you and see this as an opportunity to heal yourself deeper. As for the repetitive numbers...yes, it is a good sign. It is your angels confirming that they are with you and that you are on the right path, exactly where you need to be. 

If you have any questions, please ask in the comments or email me twinflamehealing11@gmail.com

If you would like to work with me, either to talk about your TF experience and your healing and to get guidance and tools or if you would like to have an energy healing session to help with your healing process, please email to book. 

Sending infinite love
Twin Flame Healing
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Twin Flames - Q & A

Hello to all you beautiful souls going through the highs and lows of the twin flame experience. 

I have been guided to start a Q & A section to my blog so that you can ask me for guidance where you are feeling stuck on your journey. 

I give guidance based on personal responsibility, soul healing, self mastery and self love but of course with my understanding of the TF experience.

Question 1:
I have reunited and separated several times from my twin, and this last time that we reunited everything was working out better than ever, also I realised how much progress he had made. But then we went into separation about a month ago because he stopped communicating and eventually ghosting me and ignoring my texts. Around this time I started realising how much healing I had to do, but at that point in time I didn't actually link it to my twin flame journey, I was just wondering how or why these things from the past started surfacing out of nowhere, like why now? So I started doing several things in order to heal and I had never seen twin flame readings and I started seeing the videos etc and a lot of them resonated with me but also talk about reunion in the near future. I saw him yesterday at a party and I approached him to say hi. He was nice to me and all but I thought his reaction would be better and that moment I just felt really confused. But then I felt really sad and have been feeling really sad since but somehow I don't feel as if that emotion is from me. Could it be that that is what he feels about our encounter and that I am catching on his energy? Like him knowing he could have done more when we saw each other?

Answer:
I always advise people to avoid forecasts and predictions of union because this causes a lot of disappointment and suffering within when you keep holding on to the expectation that you will be together again. Every TF couple is unique and as much as there is a collective energy to all things, it is very important to embark on your TF journey as you are experiencing it, because therein lies your healing and soul gifts from the experience. If you and your TF are in separation in your physical reality it is because this is your soul contract and you need to tackle the experience this way. Make it about yourself and your healing, and make the healing about you being whole, not so that you can be in union with your TF, you want to be in union with yourself and when you are then it will make no difference to you if you are physically with your TF or not. Then with regards to you feeling your TF's emotion, yes this is possible, but not necessarily for the reasons that you think or maybe it is for the reasons you felt, but in truth the reason for his sadness doesn't matter, it is something that he needs to sit with and release and heal. The TF experience, if real and true, is experienced by both people, this means that both people are activated for healing and spiritual awakening. Both people are then going through the motions and it is uncomfortable for both of them. We as human beings are very quick to assume that if someone chooses not to be with us that it is because they don't want us and have walked away and lived happily ever after but this is never the case. A TF is processing and dealing with what life is throwing their way just as much as you are. They have to face them self, just like you have to face yourself in order awaken and heal. TF's do feel each other through all time and space and this is only because there is no separation, but we have to learn how to navigate the energetic connection so that you are strong within yourself and then eventually able to hold space for your TF. 

Question 2:
I want to ask about union and how much importance it holds for the world in itself and the purpose of it. I have had an amazing physical relationship with my twin but it clogged up out path to personal growth. From my understanding union is when both people decide they will work either together or apart on the purpose. If we don't come to this agreement, then what would be the purpose of a twin flame at all. 

Answer:
The purpose of a TF is to awaken you and for you to awaken them for you both to experience spiritual ascension. In order to ascend you need to heal and therefore the TF experience gives you the deepest healing to your being. You healing is your purpose and as you heal your heart will be opened up to be of service to others. TF's can serve the world and fulfill their purpose individually, they don't need to be in physical union to do this. TF's are lightworkers with or without being in each others lives physically. TF's are energetically connected always, meaning there is no separation between them and when they reach energetic union they don't feel like they are without each other ever. Spiritual healing is about becoming the change you want to see in the world and just by being you you shine your light and you are making a difference through example. True lightworkers are all equally powerful, there are none more special than others, they all serve the greater good and TF's are no more powerful lightworkers than others. Just as with all people there are many people going through the TF experience who are still very much in their ego and are attaching to labels and ideas with keep them separate from the whole. Choosing a TF experience is only an experience and it a wonderful gift of healing to each others souls. The experience should unite all because of the soul lessons the journey gives the individuals. 

If you feel like you are in need of some guidance on your journey, please email me or leave your questions in the comments below. 

Sending you so much love
Twin Flame Healing
xxxx


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HOW DO YOU KNOW IF YOU HAVE MET YOUR TWIN FLAME?

How do you know if you have met your twin flame?

You can check out this short video on my experience and what made me rooted in the knowing.

Hope it helps!

Sending so much love

xxxx

TWIN FLAMES - WHAT 5D UNION HEALING CAN DO FOR YOU ON THE TWIN FLAME JOURNEY

I started looking at 5D union healing with my twin soul a while back because I just couldn't keep up with the struggle of the constant energetic connection. 

I felt like I was never at peace because my energy was being taken to him and I felt like it was out of my control. 

What also really made me struggle was the fact that in real life the man I had the twin flame experience with was not and is not a part of my life. Here I was permanently connected to a man that wants nothing to do with me.

This freaked me out so much from a perspective of self love and self respect. In my opinion being attached to a man that doesn't see my value at all is the most devaluing thing I could possibly do to myself. 

Nothing I did could disconnect me energetically from this man. I am extremely grateful to our soul contract and what it has done for me but I felt imprisoned by the energetic tie.

I was guided to the 5D union healing when I was really at my wits end. I got to the point where I realised fully that there is absolutely nothing unlovable about me and I needed to find a solution to the energetic entanglement which was no longer serving me.

The first thing that I was guided to do was to make best friends with the man in my mind. This was way out of my comfort zone! I felt completely bat shit crazy in fact!! But I chose to surrender to what I was being guided to do because my way was not working for me anymore. 

I saw that I had to see the relationship in a completely different perspective from anything I had come to know and push my boundaries. So I did. I chose to talk to him and listen when I heard him talk in my head. I fully embraced the energetic connection and I found it fun and joyful to experience the connection this way finally. Every time he showed up in me I had zero resistance.

At the same time that I embraced him energetically I started doing 5D energy healings for us. This has been a complete game changer for me. It has literally brought my energy back to myself and made me present in my life again. 

It has deepened and strengthened my self respect and self love and raised my standards to infinity and beyond. 

I have definitely been given a lot to process in how I now view the relationship that I have with this soul and to be quite honest he finally doesn't feature in my life anymore. I mean this in the way that I see what is good for me and what is not and I see my energy as absolute gold and I am now back in my power to choose where my energy goes. Where before I had absolutely no control at all!!!

Yes I still think about him, but it is with almost zero intensity. He is almost like any other thought. (Perhaps he will be gently in my thoughts daily for the rest of my life or maybe one day I will look back and realise that I don't think of him at all, this I can't say, but it makes no difference to me anymore either way). This started within the first week of me doing the first healing and it has been 4 weeks now (four months now since I wrote this blog and still feeling fantastic) and each day I am brought more and more to myself and he is less and less anything other than the catalyst to a beautiful awakening for me. Which is in truth what he presented himself to me as.

I don't question any of it anymore. I have no attachment to him or what he may or may not be to me. I see life in the here and now, in this moment and this current reality and make my choices based of what serves my higher good and what makes me feel loved and in my power.

My power has come back to me after 18 months of it being entangled with another. I am me again, but with more tools and more me than ever before!

Thank goodness for 5D union healing! I don't have the 3D struggle in the same way as before, I am able to live like I did before I met him but even better. 

Yes I am still given things to process, but I am processing it from a space of self love. I am now in a space of abundance, unity and ease in this connection. Lack, separation and burden has left the building.  

In all of this I am seeing this as another stage to the healing process in the twin flame experience, it is energetic healing. We get so hung up on the 3D experience and it not being easy and not being fulfilling so we reject any energetic connection. 

At the same time I see that I have had to go through the 3D experience exactly as I have to get to where I am now in my own consciousness. Everything has played out perfectly! I see 5D union healing as a progression on the journey to take you full circle back to yourself. 

I have had to go through the stages of this soul journey to reach a point where I was ready to have 5D healing and fully embrace the energetic connection. I see that I was ready for the energetic union when I was ready to fully let go of the 3D idea of the connection. 

Sending infinite love 

Twin Flame Healing

xxxx

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TWIN FLAMES - LOVING WITHOUT ATTACHMENT

" Attached to nothing, connected to everything."

Ego is the biggest thing to get past on this journey for me. I just think I know which way is up and again the ego comes in causing discomfort and the pain body kicks in and I take 3 steps back.

One thing I am certain about on this journey is that you can't detach from the other person if you are not meant to. 

So you have this person inside you no matter what you do, how do you get peace with it?

I am miss guarded. I have been hurt way too many times in my life to let anybody treat me in a way that even remotely resembles my past. 

I know what I want and I have standards set. This is my theory anyway. I have an idea of how I think I should be treated and how I see someone loving me and respecting me and valuing me. 

Then I meet the twin flame experience and my theory is shot to shit because I can't get this person out of my mind or heart, no matter what I do, he stays there. 

In this guys defense, he is not an abusive, manipulative person at all. He is just the perfect kind of idiot to trigger me, and I think that I am the perfect kind of idiot to trigger him. We don't fight and freak out at each other, we just really test each other to be totally honest, because we show each other what needs healing in ourselves very, VERY well. 

They say that the woman sets the tempo for these connections. If she is desparado for his attention and wants so much for him to love her....he will not do this because he will mirror her insecurity. In my particular case, he mirrors my guardedness.

A friend pointed out a really self righteous part of my ego to me the other day and boy did it lift a veil to me. I saw that I am filled with condition in this connection. I feel like he doesn't want me in his life and so I withdraw myself from him. 

Fact of the matter is even if I withdraw from him he still resides in me and goes nowhere energetically. Surely he is not there for nothing, there must be a reason. Figure out the reason and then see where it takes you.

Is the reason perhaps to teach me how to love just because I love? Is it because I am actually not meant to stop loving him? Is it because I love him come rain or shine because I am his human. He may not be my human, but I can still be his. 

If I just love with zero agenda and fight my ego everytime it tells me that this is bullshit and I deserve to be loved back, maybe just maybe I will get the point of this profoundly awakening journey.

Maybe my purpose is to be his human and that is all. Love him like an off spring, no judgement or expectation, just love, nothing but love.

And I don't mean self sacrificing, because I could easily be in a relationship with someone else if I felt an authentic, strong connection, regardless of where things are with my twin flame experience. I really don't feel attached to him in the sense that I want to or need to be with him, (I mean this in the nicest, least offensive way imaginable.) I love him and want him to be happy.

I love me and want me to be happy. Being happy for me is being at peace. Peace for me is living my nature. My nature is love, only pure, beautiful, forgiving love. When I am in my true nature I am connected to everything but attached to nothing. 

Another thing that hit me straight between the eyes is that I have been extremely selfish, only willing to drop my guard if I am shown that he feels the same way about me as I do about him. 

And....I have only been able to see my own pain body and completely look past his. Because he is aloof and non committal in his approach with me I have assumed that he is going through nothing and that I am completely on my own in the boat. I have felt like I am the only one who has been going through the purging and the learning and the frustration and the general madness that is the twin flame experience.

My pain body has been so strong in its reaction that I had not been able to fathom that because we are mirrors he is going through one hell of a time and he has been through one hell of a life and he too has never had one person who has been his constant and been there for him no matter what. 

This understanding has been really liberating. I am able to just hold space, regardless of his reaction to me, I can just be his person. No attachment, just love. 

Love is our essence. It is the core of who we are. I don't feel lack. I trust the Universe and I am very happy to love the mirror of my soul. He deserves to be loved completely and totally. So do I, and when I am not fighting myself about loving him I am a very happy, relaxed, calm person.

Unconditional love is a true gift to master in this lifetime.

Sending infinite love to all
Twin Flame Healing
xxxx

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